Wednesday, October 31, 2007

such gorgeous eyes

subject: Miss C.
style: narration
source: Open Season

"The longer you wait, the harder it's gonna be for him to adapt.
And the harder it's gonna be for you to let him go."

I could have sworn I saw Chibi at Knott's. I know, nice name, huh ? It makes me smile.

Chewy, Chibi, Cherry .. guao. I don't know what its significance is, but this summer followed quite an interesting pattern. It stumps me.

Then there was another grrl who smiled big at me when she passed. I don't know who she was exactly .. she did look kind of like someone in my summer class, but then again she could have just thought I was cute. I wouldn't blame her.

That reminds me. I realized indirectly, on one of my countless trips to Knott's this summer, that I overplayed my obsession with Chewy. It seemed like a big deal at the time, but it really meant little to nothing; the emotions were too spurious and shallow. How did I come to this conclusion ? Waii.

Standing in line for Supreme Scream, I met a grrl with the most fantastic body. She looked Pinay, but it turns out she is Hawaiian. Not that it matters. What I mean to say is, she kept looking over at me. And then later we crossed paths again, and she caught my eye at Silver Bullet .. and for that split second before we went our separate ways, as we looked right into each other's eyes, I could have sworn there was a smile behind hers. Mg. Such gorgeous eyes. For the rest of that day, I was hoping to see her once more. I miss her. And I regret not talking to her. If I could, I would replay that vision over and over again. And preferably, with my glasses *on* this time -_- . Those big, brown, beautiful eyes. Hacheee... It warms my heart.

Back to my main point... I realize now that the longing I felt for Chewy was just the same as that which I felt from Waii, if only for one day. What can I say ? When I see a beautiful grrl, I can't help but admire her.

[ 11/4 edit : On a side note, I actually saw Chewy the other night, while trick-or-treating. She still looks just as amazing, in case you were wondering. ]

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